Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Friends at work

Today is the last day of August. I felt like August was a super long month. Lianna, Wes, and I at work yesterday✔️🎉 I thought it was cool that we were all there at the same time so we had to take a picture! Wes and I work together and Lianna babysits one of the kids that used to go to the school we work at. It's funny how connected everyone is to each other without knowing. 

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

Saturday, August 27, 2016

At replies are a funny thing

Someone at replied me on Instagram saying this looks like me. I have to agree.

Friday, August 26, 2016

Makeup of the day

Short post. Kinda like my makeup today. No edit. Also, look what I found at work.

Thursday, August 25, 2016

Responsibility

When you grow up, you have to take care of yourself. Okay, I know we all take care of ourselves when we are capable of eating, drinking, and bathing ourselves by ourselves at a young age. I'm not talking about that. I'm talking about financially mainly. It's up to you whether you work at a mall or if you want to be an uber driver. You decide. That's the point of growing up, doing things for yourself, by yourself. You're responsible for your own happiness as well. Being a grown up isn't easy. Being a human isn't easy either. We all suffer. Some people just might hide it better than others. Having so many emotions and thoughts can overwhelm me in the blink of an eye. How do I pull myself out if it? Through redirecting my attention to something that makes me happy or happier in that particular moment. As I get older, I am able to reflect on other moments where I have felt defeated or hopeless and I tell myself that I can get through it. I can do it. I haven't ever been in a weird spot where I haven't been able to work things out, so why worry now? I hope this makes sense. I'm babysitting right now and I'm kind of distracted. I painted with acrylics tonight. 

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Tuesday BBQ in EP

Photos from Ellie's BBQ. It was our first time at Ellie's apartment in Echo Park. She has a cute place! Before we went, Shoe and Kelsey came over and chilled before ubering to Ellie's. I wore a sweater with many holes in it with military green high waisted pants from fashion nova with many holes in it too. I was trying to channel the Pablo by Kanye West collection. Hahahah. I was warm and comfy. I ate a bunch of chips, onion dip, and hummus! We also played with my selfie light from socialitelighting! It had 3 brightness levels.

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

hello there, reader.

HI.

I suppose you're reading this because you find me entertaining or cool, and I thank you for that. I am grateful to have your attention.  I've been blogging for years now. I must admit, I haven't done the best in the writing department on my blog, but I plan on changing that. I will try to divulge more information about myself on here, because this is my online journal. I want you to know what I put up here.

Today I woke up feeling kind of weird. I am okay. I just feel like I'm inside myself, you know? It's a weird thing to talk about. It's easier for me to write this down then to say it aloud. I miss being younger and living with my brother and sisters and mom and dad. I always wanted to live on my own with my boyfriend and have my own life separate from my family's lives, but it's almost been 4 years since I've moved out here, I am starting to miss those days of being altogether. I miss when we'd all go grocery shopping together or when we all used to ride our bikes in the field and find frogs in the backyard. I don't know if these feelings are arising now because of school just starting, but it's been intense these past couple of days. I called my mom and talked to her about it. I love her. We had a good convo on the phone.

I can't wait to go to sleep. Kyle and I got a new mattress. We are making a review video about it and I'm really excited about it. This bed is unreal. So comfyyyyy!!

Monday, August 22, 2016

The Standard X Sunday

I went to The Standard last night to hang and shoot with one of my friends who's moving to England for school. We got drinks at the bar at the hotel. I got a pineapple coconut mojito, which was so crisp, cold, and refreshing. I didn't know anyone there but my friend so that was a little out of the norm for me to do, but I had a good time. Ally has her 2 dogs at the hotel with her! They were super cute and friendly. We hung on the balcony. I was leaning on the railing facing the room and my sunglasses fell off my head because I tilted my head back to laugh and suddenly my glasses were on the first floor. Ally called the front desk and the guy threw them up to me and I caught them. I snapchatted the catch. Haha

Friday, August 19, 2016

First week

Today was the first Friday back at work. I work in a 2nd/3rd split, a 4th/5th split, and a 3rd grade class. It's been a good first week! I'm going out right now with Kyle to meetup with friends at Barney's Beanery. 

Thursday, August 18, 2016

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Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Tuesday is when you should be an adult

Phone calls to insurance companies 
Keeps my breath from getting air 
Feeling like a ton of bricks I feel heavy as the thought of floating for a brick would be unattainable.
Jarring options linger in the thickness of decision making and strangle my every move. 

Tuesday. I was very much an adult today. Sometimes it's boring.