there are times like these
that i cannot properly
explain
my emotions are clustered
they are jumbled and mashed into
a huge case of anger
and i instantly i am grumpy and have
all of these feelings of anger
and aggression
all i want to do
is punch myself in the face
or sleep for hours or a few days
i just have so much rage in me
for no apparent reason
i am confused and feel bad for everyone
around me
there is nothing to talk about and nothing to say
times like these all i want to do is run
far far away
there aren't any rules to dealing with this
i want to shake this feeling
everyone and everything
is an illusion of what you want to see and want
them to be
Monday, October 31, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Fashion of the Night: Show Style
Last night Gina and I went to The Get Your Heart on Tour with Mariana's Trench/FTSK/The Cab/Simple Plan. I hung out with Stacey who's Australian! She's the only Australian who I've actually met in real life. Haahaa. She is so sweet! She follows my YT so it was awesome meeting her.
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Monday, October 24, 2011
Meet my Dad
His name is William. He is such a strong human being. I don't know where I'd be or who I would be without him or my mother. They are my inspirations.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
zombie party photos
Last night was the zombie party at Mattie's. Here are some photos we took on gina's iPhone, my phone, and linds' iPod touch. We had epiq dance parties and some funny convos last night and mingled with fellow zombies.
My Everyday Makeup Tutorial
This is an unlisted video. Let me know how you feel about this voice over business. It's a new concept for me.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
alicia's 21st birthday
Here are some photos from last night. We went to a bar to celebrate Alicia's 21st. Before we left, we gave her presents. I got her this awesome ear cuff from regalrose.co.uk. She loved it! Linds ICED her(as seen in the picture) and we got her Bailey's and Kahlua chocolates.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
wednesday
Hello! I just got home from class and am now drinking coffee and replying to messages on tumblr. I'm going to my friend Alicia's 21st birthday party tonight with Linds. I'm really excited to go out. I haven't gone out in a while. I'm sure we will take pictures. I can't wait for her to open her present! Yayyy.
Clutch to Purse Tutorial
I actually saw this whilst watching the Tia and Tamara show on the style netwwork and wanted to spread the knowledge.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
tuesday
Today I went to the dentist for a follow up appt. I can't eat regular food for another 3 weeks. We went to Target to get apple sauce and pudding. We ended up trying on these silly hood things. Video is below. haha This sucks because I can't chew without feeling pain. At least I can eat frozen yogurt and sorbet. Currently I'm on my bed listening to music and it's pretty cold outside. There wasn't a beam of sun today.Going to drink some tea to warm up. This tea is amazing.
welcome. this is my website now.
not that it hasn't been before :) it's now ilyjessicaomg.com which im really excited about. this website will have pictures, videos, and other things on here that my tumblr and facebook account will NOT include. i'm currently in the process of revamping the design of my website. please let me know what you would like to see more of on THIS site please:D
thanks and love to all of my bebehs
xoxo,
Jessica
Monday, October 17, 2011
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
my mom and i
This is my Mom. She is my best friend. I've never met another person like her. She is so strong, smart, and caring. She is my inspiration.
Friday, October 14, 2011
Thursday, October 13, 2011
not what you want
that october night couldn't stop us from a fight
it's not that i was in a hurry
i'm not that kind
it's not what you think
i know what you saw
your song doesn't feel the same
the chorus is tragic and the bridge isn't magic anymore
im not your girl or the one to blame
i cannot be what you want
you can't mold me into yours to hold
im not saying i haven't made mistakes
ive never been the one to walk the fine line
it's okay im the one who isn't fine
it feels weird just saying my name
i've made my bed and am ready to sleep
hang your head because to you im already dead
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