times

there are times like these
that i cannot properly
explain
my emotions are clustered
they are jumbled and mashed into
a huge case of anger
and i instantly i am grumpy and have
all of these feelings of anger
and aggression
all i want to do
is punch myself in the face
or sleep for hours or a few days
i just have so much rage in me
for no apparent reason
i am confused and feel bad for everyone
around me
there is nothing to talk about and nothing to say
times like these all i want to do is run
far far away
there aren't any rules to dealing with this
i want to shake this feeling
everyone and everything
is an illusion of what you want to see and want
them to be