Out tonight

Went out tonight to support our friend Luke at Bar 20 to see his band perform their first show! 

Mrs. Fish

Spring break

 Spring break is upon us. I am so excited to have a week off! I'm going home for a few days in Santa Cruz. Family reunion. Can't wait to see the cats. Last night Kyle and I and a couple friends went out in Burbank and celebrated St.Patrick's Day. We went to Tony's Darts Away and The Snug. I didn't drink green beer. Haha I also didn't end up taking any pictures.  I have memories. No pictures. I wore green pants and an oversized black long sleeved shirt with a huge slanted pocket on the left bossom area with black flats. Kyle wore a green adidas jacket that I got him. I didn't go crazy with my makeup either, in fact, I didn't wear green shadow. I just put gold shadow on my inner eyes. 

not what you want

that october night couldn't stop us from a fight

it's not that i was in a hurry

i'm not that kind

it's not what you think

i know what you saw

your song doesn't feel the same

the chorus is tragic and the bridge isn't magic anymore

im not your girl or the one to blame

i cannot be what you want

you can't mold me into yours to hold

im not saying i haven't made mistakes

ive never been the one to walk the fine line

it's okay im the one who isn't fine

it feels weird just saying my name

i've made my bed and am ready to sleep

hang your head because to you im already dead

Glowing in the City

This sketch of a bow is probably my favorite sketch in my black notebook:this poem is inside the black notebook too, it's called "Glowing in the City"

waiting for the moment

waiting for the time to come

wishing for perfection

hoping for the best yet

i've been clicking my heels together not

once, but twice now

we've been making sure this is for real

can it be real

now we are heading out with the moon now

let's celebrate our new success tonight

baby now close your eyes

it's your choice now, suprise.