not what you want

that october night couldn't stop us from a fight

it's not that i was in a hurry

i'm not that kind

it's not what you think

i know what you saw

your song doesn't feel the same

the chorus is tragic and the bridge isn't magic anymore

im not your girl or the one to blame

i cannot be what you want

you can't mold me into yours to hold

im not saying i haven't made mistakes

ive never been the one to walk the fine line

it's okay im the one who isn't fine

it feels weird just saying my name

i've made my bed and am ready to sleep

hang your head because to you im already dead