My Mind Wanders In the Dark of Night

sometimes I lie in bed and let my mind wander
I try to focus on a good memory and try to meditate
myself back into those feelings as if it were an easy task
at this rate I start thinking about how crazy the concept of time is and how the sun rises in the mornings and sets at night and how we determine our plans based on time and light of day
I wonder if anyone else thinks about this stuff
My mind is like a busy train station
Rushing around and stressing out
As each day starts afresh I realize that this isn't enough.
My mood needs an elevation. Relax. Reflect. Reign.

Friday 12:50pm

what is this
life is happening
why do i feel inactive
i wake up and get dressed
check my email and texts
take my medicine
and put on my makeup
in the mirror

breathing out negativity
inhaling good vibes
my mind wanders and examines the depths
of the ocean floor
what can i do to make my mind stop
i always feel tired
i excel at being lazy

i always think about what i should be doing
instead of doing what makes me happy
i get confused often and ponder for awhile
i will be okay.

ANXIETY

WHAT'S YOUR THERAPY? ilyjessicaomg

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