Friday 12:50pm

what is this
life is happening
why do i feel inactive
i wake up and get dressed
check my email and texts
take my medicine
and put on my makeup
in the mirror

breathing out negativity
inhaling good vibes
my mind wanders and examines the depths
of the ocean floor
what can i do to make my mind stop
i always feel tired
i excel at being lazy

i always think about what i should be doing
instead of doing what makes me happy
i get confused often and ponder for awhile
i will be okay.