together. two. all of my life i have grown up thinking that im a part of something. i am a apart of something. i am a twin. i am her half. i am not sure who i am without her. when im without her i have a hard time figuring out who i am. i am still trying to figure out this game of life. i dont know how to correctly be. i exist in my mind. out of my mind i feel idle. i am not sure who i am. i try to speak out but am unable to say anything. im trying.