growing up

 growing up is wild

you go thru phases and feelings that in the moment seems so real and finite

but as the clock ticks, little by little those "stable" feelings

disintegrate and you change your mind. 

it's weird how existing can cause you to see things differently. 

 

no you're not a hypocrite, you just feel differently about it. 

the weight of the world does not depend on you and your beliefs.