Things happen for a reason. Sometimes you like to skip over the reasons as to why something wouldn't work out and go straight towards your expectations of a person, place, taste, experience, what have you. Life is a crazy thing and you may think you know what your future holds or what you are capable of but the universe has a plan for you that you probably can't fathom right now. The energies of the universe and your place in the world is far more extreme than you can reason or rationalize. Having hope, faith, and gratitude for life will help you achieve happiness. Reason cannot explain the the stars. Let it be. Let go. Go with the flow.